I know that I will be studying all of this for the rest of my life. Reading more translations of Patanjali's sutras. I look forward to reading from the teachings of Pattabhis Jois. I've been so deeply steeped in the teachings of B.K.S. Iyengar and I look forward to studying the works of the other students of Krishnamacharya.
It is through this practice that I think I may be of most help to others. Today, while studying additional pranayama methods, I felt more ideas come together around a workshop for working with trauma. The time broken up between deep, supported poses, pranayama to balance the mind, time for writing in a journal, and meditation.
Last night I got to watch CK come up into half handstand. The teacher in me watched the assistance my teacher offered CK; learning how to help a student in this pose myself. The rest of me just watched with absolute pleasure to be sharing this moment with CK, being there for it and the joy of seeing her smiling at meeting this challenge. I barely did the pose myself because I wanted to watch.
I don't think I've ever shared a practice with someone. I was the only one in my family who really swam or bicycled. I had some cousins who hiked, but I often felt like a hindrance than really a part since I would struggle with my asthma while hiking. It feels very special to share practices with someone.